Not Quite There yet….

Okay, so my plan to stop drinking hasn’t clicked….what is wrong with me????? I have all intentions of not drinking every morning, feel terrible, remorseful and helpless, and then 3:00 rolls around. I start to think drinking isn’t such a bad idea and that it will make me happy when it just continues to make me miserable. I have to figure out a way of coping without wine. I need to learn how to deal with my life (and it’s not that bad as it is, without the wine). I am going to try something different as Belle tells me. I am taking tomorrow off of work to get my shit together once and for all. Hopefully, that will include my final day one. Somewhat hopeful but very skeptical at the same time 😦

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