Day 2 done.

So today was difficult, work is hard (an obnoxiously rude boss) and a husband with passive aggressive tendencies put me in a bad place. Driving home from work all I could think about was “I just want to disappear”. Then someone from the BFB called me after I reached out for help….yes, I did it! I reached out for help instead of ending up at the wine store, and you know what? It worked. She called me and we have never actually talked before but she was there for me. Something I haven’t had in a long time from someone outside of my immediate family, someone who gave a shit how I was doing, unconditionally! I am blessed beyond belief and have enjoyed a walk with the dogs, dinner with my son, and now some time to read before bed and reflect on what wine would have gotten me.
1. An even angrier husband
2. Two disappointed sons
3, Ashamed of myself
4. Feelings of failure and worthlessness
5. Defeat.
I don’t want wine and don’t need it!!!! I need to continue on this path and overcome this obsessive addiction. I can do it. Love to you all and keep going, I am going to 🙂

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