And, again.

So, tomorrow will be another day one. I have failed again but am not giving up…still. This seems impossible, like I am one of those that will never get this. I am afraid of life without my crutch, my coping mechanism, my friend. How do you finally decide that you are done? It doesn’t make…

So, I am back…doing more.

So, I gave up blogging because basically I have nothing interesting to say and haven’t gotten sobriety for more than a few days at time. I recently received a few e-mails wondering where i was and if I was okay…which was really weird for me as I didn’t know that anyone would ever care, especially…