6 Months Sober!!!

Yes, today I am celebrating!  It’s actually better than a birthday…I’m celebrating getting better each day, not getting older!!! Last night my husband came home after a night out drinking with friends, it was late, and I had been asleep (of course the dogs woke me up for his arrival).  He was chatty and smelled…

Day 175. Restless.

Lately, I have been feeling restless and a bit uneasy.  I don’t think there is the thought that drinking would make anything better, I am certain it wouldn’t.  There is the desire to escape my thoughts, my feelings, and my uneasiness.  I don’t like the uncertainty of not knowing how to process my thoughts. I…

Day 169…learning to feel.

So, I haven’t checked in in quite awhile but life has been good.  Not all fabulous and wonderful, but SO much better without the booze!  I have had some bouts of depression, the latest being the hardest, yet it is lifting and has prompted me to take action again…to start doing something I love and…